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Last day at ec4T16f6wBc102

So today was my last day in this campus. I’m shifting projects. Tomorrow onwards new office, new building…….

I havnt accomplished much in the last 4 months in terms of my career.But I feel like I’ve accomplished what the Lord wanted me to. I really praise God for the way He used me here among my team mates. Not in a big way but in my own small way. I feel like God had a purpose for placing me in my old project. I cannot but be in awe at the way in which God has a plan for the tinest of things that happen in my life.God knows even my most silliest and childest desires. He knows.

So its a new office tomorrow. I know God has a plan for taking me there.

January 31, 2008 Posted by dorcas | everyday happenins | | No Comments Yet

Things about me Part 1

1.If I ever share a perk with you , it could only mean 2 things.

a. You are a stranger and I don know you well and I’m just being polite when I ask you.(That means you should not accept my offer. and I mean you SHOULD NOT)

b.You are one of my closest friends . (I would like you more if u say no when I offer. Vini this point is especially for you).

2. When I’m depressed , I do the following.

a.Eat a lot .(I just finished a choclate cake , veg burger and a perk)

b.Be silent.

c. Write or blog.

3.I hate if someone talks anything bad abt

a.Walk to remember

b.My school Physics teacher

c.Maths

( You have your own opinions.  Fine . Keep them to yourself  unless its good..)

4. I cant get up on saturday mornings unless I want to.

January 31, 2008 Posted by dorcas | weird things abt me | | 3 Comments

Updates……

I had been reading through the book of Isaiah for the past couple of days but lately I was stuck on the 25th chapter . I just could not get past it and found myself reading the same chapter again n again. It was as if there was something for me in there but somehow i just could not get it. So i was stuck there. Little did I know why.

I have been put into a new project. So my location’s changed. I visited the place on friday afternoon and to be honest , it was way different to what I had gotten used to. So the last 24 hours I’ve been trying to tell myself that I would eventually like it. I’m gonna miss the lovely food that I had gotten used to. There’s a pathetic cafeteria in my new office. (anybody who knows me well will know how important food is to me.) I have to start making friends all over again. (I had just got used to my old office n the people there). I have to travel more than I did for my ol office. n lots of other things too… As i was thinking all this today evening , I became lil depressed. Actually a lot depressed. No . I think I had a panic attack. And I did the only thing that I knew i could do. I prayed and picked up my Bible.

So here I was . back to Isaiah 25. Still couldn’t get past it. so I settled to reading it again . Only this time, the chapter seemed way too different. I felt like it was written just for me. I realised God, in His perfect faithfullness had planned it all out for me long ago. This is where he wants me to be in the coming days..God has a plan for my life. WOW!! I can’t explain it. When I came to the verse 6 ,I found myself laughing gor it is written “On this mountain the Lord Almighty will prepare a feast of rich food for all people…….. ” . Isnt my God wonderful????

I just know that God has a wonderful plan for all His children . He has planned everything even to the tinest details…. If He can love me this much, He can love anybody.

January 26, 2008 Posted by dorcas | My GOD isgreat. | | No Comments Yet

Something about my LORD

When Jesus said (mt 4:19) , “come follow me ” to Simon and Andrew , they must have felt something about my LORD , for them to just leave their boats and livelihood and to take to following Him.

When Jesus said (mt 9:9) , “come follow me” to mathew , he must have felt something about my LORD , for him to leave his money and his job and follow Him.

When Jesus said (mt 14:29) ,”Come” to Peter , he must have felt something about my LORD , for him to step out of the boat and start walking on water.

When Jesus met Nathanael, he must have felt something about my LORD , for him to change his opinion from “Can anything good come out of Nazareth? “(Jn 1:46) to ” You are the son of God “(Jn 1:49).

When Jesus asked (mt 16:15) ,” Who do u say I am? ” to Peter , he must have felt something about my LORD , for him to confess that he beleived in Jesus to be the son of God.

When Jesus asked (mk 5:30), “who touched my clothes” , the lady (with the issue of blood) must have felt something about my LORD , for her to come out and confess the miracle.

When Jeus said( luk 19:5) “I must stay in your house today ” to Zacchaeus, he must have felt something about my LORD , for him to decide to give back everything that he took wrongly.

When Jesus turned and looked at Peter(Luk 22:61) , he must have felt something about my LORD , for him to break down n repent for his actions.

When Jesus stood silent before Pilate(mk 15:5), he must have felt something about my LORD , for he was amazed and found no fault with Jesus.

When Jesus gave up His spirit and the earth trembled(mt 27:54) , the centurion must have felt something about my LORD , for he started beleiving in Jesus that very moment.

I think I know what all these people felt cause I felt it too. And I feel it every day. The wonder of God’s love. The authority that He manifests with love. The healing power of his touch. The peace that He brings. The joy that abounds when He’s around. A sense of holiness. A feeling of amazement. All I can do , is stand in awe of my LORD.

And i can only say NO ONE CAN BE THE SAME AFTER MEETING MY LORD.

January 20, 2008 Posted by dorcas | My GOD isgreat. | | No Comments Yet

An amazing weekend

This has been a very satisfying weekend for me . Strangely (actually not so suprisingly ) my idea of a good weekend has a lot to do with good food. I had amazing food this weekend. 2 treats and the rest of the time treating myself . Wow. this is my idea of a good day. A as gang of 5 gals, we invaded the restuarants of Blore .

Apart from the eating , I also enjoyed my church services. At elevate  (out church youth service) I realised how great and big my God is. I mean HE IS JUST INDESCRIBABLE.  Never before have i felt so strongly abt God being INDESCRIBABLE than at the moment i wrote that sentence. I am searching for words to put on my blog as to how I feel abt GOD but I am stumped. He is indeed an amazing GOD.

Sajeeli is leaving this tuesday to go back to south africa. So we will be missing one person at church from next week onwards.

My mom always used to tell me ” Come what may.. ……. eventually it’ll only be your family that stays with you throughout. ” And my mom is a living proof of that. She has been the most supportive person in my life . Thanks ma .

January 13, 2008 Posted by dorcas | Uncategorized | | No Comments Yet

Back in blore again.

Well.. the mood to blog never came again when i was at home. so here i am. back to work. hmm…. i’ve had nice days so far. not much work. actually no work at all. been roaming a lot. made a lot friends at office. acted crazy lot of times.

i brought my guitar this time. so i’ve been having a good time with it.  i really love just strumming it. that’s my best companion rite now.

recently i’ve blurted out couple of things from my heart that i really wish i hadnt. anyway too late to do anything abt it.

Its late and im still awake. don no why. just don feel like sleeping yet. waiting………..

tommorow is a lovely day. i can just  feel it in teh air… not gonna get up at all.. nobody can take away that freedom from me. :) sweet dreams to me.

January 5, 2008 Posted by dorcas | Uncategorized | | No Comments Yet