IPL …. To see or not to see.

When there was so much hype about the players being auctioned, I have to admit that I wasn’t interested at all. It bothered me to see cricket becoming like this. I was not that mad about cricket but I used to follow all series that India takes part and being a loyal Indian, I supported India.

When the IPL started, I wasn’t very keen on following it.Thought I wouldnt be interested at all.But I was wrong. Its’ actually fun to watch. And it has become lot more exciting after I picked out my favourite team . Of course it’s my home team. N they’ve got 2 of my favourite players in it.

One thing that I hate in this is the cheerleading. I think its so in appropriate to bring in gals from other countries and make them jump around in those awful clothes. Actually its only their dressing that bothers me. That’s gotta change.

Gotta go…. My team’s playing rite now..And rocking tooo…

I’m gonna be OK.

Though things don work out the way I want them to,

Though plans are crushed and destroyed in a second,

Though dreams remain forever dreams,

I know, I’m gonna be OK.

Though the prize i wanted remains far from reach,

Though time never proves to be a good healer of wounds,

Though life forever is a struggle,

I know, I’m gonna be OK.

I’m gonna be OK ,for I know who is in control of my life.

I’m gonna be OK, for I know the one who is constantly in control .

I’m gonna be OK, for He said that I’m gonna be OK.

And because of Him, I know that I’m gonna be more than OK.

My guitar zeal is back…..

Did pretty much nothign today except going to church , sleeping for a while n playing the guitar for the whole of evening and night… Hmmm .. Fnally got my guitar tuned. Recorded a song…(I was that bored). came out pretty good i should say….

Another week..hmmmm .5 more days to go…

Waiting…………..

I hate waiting. I really hate waiting. Ahhhh….There is nothing as worse as waiting when you know you cant do any thing else except wait. I need to find something to do in my time of waiting. Its driving me crazy. Ahhhhh. Why cant it happen??? I cant wait anymore.

A new definition of family???

Till a couple of days back , it was common to have one parent working abroad and meeting the family once in a couple of yrs. n it was totally justified in our community , the most popular justification being , “they r only working to keep the family happy and provide for the needs of the kids”. But I guess times have changed and we have moved on. Now its both the parent working in different countries or places and the kids growing up with someone else.The kid has all the money he/she needs. The kid studies in the most costliest school . The kid gets everything it wants in life.The kid never hears the word “NO”. Doesn’t know what it means to be a family.

If i ask a kid like that , what his definition of a mom n dad is, i wonder what he will say.Will he ever love his parents??? I wonder if the parents love him in the first place… Its one thing if the family is in differnt places out of pure necessity for survival . But its totally different and sad when all this happens for the sake of money or even career interests.

How can we humans have come to this situation???? Have we totally forgotten what it means to be a family??? Have we totally forgotten what it means to love ??? Have we become even lesser than animals not to think about out own kids first?????? What will the kid be like when he grows up??? Will he ever know what the real meanign of love is??? Will he ever love his family and kids??? Or will they seem to him like part of a package???? Is that what life has become to us??? A package that comes along as we go??

Will things ever return to the way God meant for families to be like???

First working late day….

Work has been pretty hectic these days. And i had to work late on friday, We ordered pizza’s from dominos’. It was good. But that experiance made me think about so many things in life. About my life in general. what I’m doin in life. What i will be doin in the next couple of yrs… hmmm.

I had a hair cut laast week. For the first time in life, I have something other than the normal hair style. i’m totally loving it.

Went for elevate today. Have to go to office tommorow. I know. sad life.

Sunday Update

Hmm.. So wordpress had decided to change the look… Not a bad idea. This is definitely more easier than the old one.I remember when I first wanted to upload a pic in my post , I searched for a long time just to find the place to upload…

Sunday is over. CHurch was good.

Finally decided to give Facebook a try. N the recenlty being played game , text twirl is definitely very addictive. Sat up the last two hours playing it.  nice game.

Ok. I admit. Its pretty boring here . I mean its nice and relaxing to just stay in the room all day long . But on the other hand , I think I want a home. A place where I can go fom one room to another. Meaning I want more than just a room to call my own .I live in a PG. I have one room (that I share with 3 ppl) to call ‘my home’. Some how that thought is not very appealing.  Need to move into a house…

A perfect saturday

Today was a perfect example of a wonderful saturday. Spent the whole day with Ann. Payed bills in the morning. Watched a lot of movies.  In short , nothing happened today worth writing here. So I’m gonna make this post short. I’ve still got two whole days for this weenend to end…

Updates on a friday night

Its friday night. I’ve been waiting for this moment for the past 5 days. rite from mon morning. Well… this is nothing new.. Happens every week. I’ve planned nothign really great for this weekend. Actually not planned anything at all. That’s the best part of a weekend. No planning required. I can sleep till I wake up. No alarm ringing in the morning. No rushing for the geyser.Don have to get out of the house until I feel like. I definitely think these are the best years in anybody’s life.

Last night , was talking to dinny about how life is working for my company.Made me remember again how miserably my company pays me. hmmm.. Things must get better. They better get better.Anyway I think dinny will write a detailed post abt the salary n my company. Don really want to type much here and take away his pleasure.

Work was pretty hectic this week. All my team mates are working tommorow. I somehow managed to escape . But not before hearing the second worst thing that one can hear from one’s boss. He said “We have to work  the next 2 saturdays” . Of course the worst thing would be “You are fired” . Though the way they say it in my company is not like Trump’s way of saying it.Coming back to where I was, I kinda liked my work today.

Its a long weekend this time.. Yipee… gonna rest n rest.

A blog full of unrelated topics.

Monday thro Firday , the moment I step into my office campus , I feel like so small. So insignificant . So tiny. Like a small fish in a huge gigantic ocean. But the moment I step into God’s presence , I feel safe. I feel secure. I feel loved. Though there are many in the Lord’s kingdom, my God watches over me each second . each minute. That is a great feeling.

Attended our work fellowship in the afternoon.  Ann got thro the prelim round of her singing comp. Tom is her finals. Spent the whole night deciding on songs for her.

My desire to write reached the next level today. Don know what triggered the interest today. I ended up searching in the net for how to start writing and where to and all that stuff. I really think I want to write. I want to do something in life where I can wake up every morning and look forward to doing it. There’s definitely got to be more to life than what I feel like I’m living now.

I always used to wonder how ppl who see each other everyday, know they are in the same office as u , can still not talk or smile when they happen to sit or stand next to each other accidentally.I used to think (with a lil pride I have to admit) that I’m not like those people. But today it dawned upon me. Till a couple of days back, (that is . as long as I din have any proper work) I was like that. Talking to people I meet. But these days, when I get off work , all I really feel like doing is sitting by myself and not talk. Its like the relief of finishing up the day is overwhelming in those minutes of silence. Of course I do have to add that meeting friends is a totally different kind of nice feeling.